Showing posts from April, 2012

just feels like writing

I am happy with my work. It is not hard but never was easy for me. People learn everyday about newer thing, (usually) tough way to get through and yes, hurt sometimes. But those couple notches won’t just stay there for nothing. It’ll be mark for some furious things we have overcome. That was what matter. Jahn: there's no hard times actually... if we have faith... Emil: ...and perseverance and courage. Jahn: hahaha...mengadakan kita... berlakon... Emil: control...control... Lunch time for me is not always on time as mine is not like others. Everyone’s time break is my working hour. So, I end up eating alone. That was nothing. I don’t mean that I like to eat by myself but, it is not such a bad idea, to be frank. And better yet, by the time I’m back at my work station the clock would be much closer to 5.30pm by an hour. At least. Emil: Sedehh kau, Jahn! Jahn: Diam lah kau! Emil: wah... alpha male sangat muka natang nerd ni! Jahn: wah mulut kau berbau kerang di pasar,

a clean restart

we shouldn't have lost if we followed the map so right that was what someone told me a little too long ago still I couldn't stop thinking from daylight to night but what more could I do if you really wish to go we will never crash if we don't drive the road so fast that was once I heard some people keep talk about now that I'm in the same situation, what can I say at last you broke all those promises together we had vowed and should you just walk away now cuz being here you're just making my tears fall down and don't look at my face, in my eyes cuz you make me realize how hopeless I am now to let such misery slips into my life and did nothing to get this pain out of my heart now I know what foolishness I've let myself be for you all this while, all this hard time well it's true what they say, love is just a game of the blind of someone with eyes to see but refused to see through it such a shame we had to turn our flight back to where it

starting it back again...

Assalamualaikum... Fuuu... lamanya tak menjenguk benda alah ni... dah sersawang dah... hahaha... Am I being so busy this far? well, yeah... but to think of it... tak adalah that kind of busy, I mean... everybody's busy...kan..? hahaha, regardless... I still find it hard for me to blog for I was feeling tired back from work... not able to open my laptop and start writing... I was starting to become a habit... even on weekends too, I was so much lazy to even open FB... ohhh... it was frustrating actually... but not serious stuff lah... well, I think I wanna start back again... so... fighting!!! oh yeah... I have something to ask... Emil asks actually. "Is it okay to start something you've given up long ago because you felt you can't do it, you felt you're not borne with it  and/or to do it? Should you be of any care with what people might say to you about it?" p/s - I felt good to write again... TCCOW - THE SOLDIERS

bila lafasku tak mampu, diam-diam sahaja di situ

ku suka melihatmu tersenyum sebegitu, padaku itulah permandangan terindah ku gembira membuatmu tertawa sebegitu, padaku duniaku sudah cukup sempurna jika mampu aku selam lautan dalam mencari mutiara terindah, kau tahu itulah yang pasti aku lakukan jika berupaya aku terbang ke langit tinggi mencapai bintang jauh di sana, kau tahu aku sanggup menahan sengsara namun aku tak mampu, aku hanya seorang yang biasa sahaja benar aku tak mampu, aku cumalah sang pencinta yang melihat… jauh dari sangkar ini… ku suka mendengar setiap bait mesra puisi kau lafas menenangkan jiwa ku ceria berjalan denganmu ke mana-mana, kerana langkah akan tetap terus bertenaga di sisimu aku rasa seperti aku mampu lakukan apa sahaja di sisimu aku seperti bukan diriku yang selalu dan biasa jika aku mampu menyanyi akan aku lagukan puisi rindu ini untuk hiburanmu agar kau tahu apa yang aku rasakan selamanya jika aku kuat untuk menyata bahawa dirimulah satu ku cinta tak perlulah aku sendirian di sini mengarang