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Assalamualaikum, Salam Ramadhan... diam tak diam, dah sampai hari ke-11 kita menjalani ibadah berpuasa. dah nak dekat setengah bulan. Hmm, cepat masa berlalu. Seeloknya kita hargai masa-masa yang berharga ni dengan amalan-amalan soleh dan baik. Haa… keluar dah ustaz Amirul ni ha… Okeylah, hari ni Jahn nak cerita something yang tak berat sangat… eh, berat lah… berat ke? Korang judge lah, ye… Korang ni kategori badan yang macam mana? Kalau korang lelaki adakah korang: mamat bagak ni namanya Jay Cutler... tapi dia kalah dengan Abang GC saya! heeeee... Sasa?   ini Abel Albonetti ye... saya follow FB and Twitter dia..huhu! Tegap? Kurus lagi dari Hakam... Kurus? atau... Besar lagi dari Akhimullah... hehe.. Gemuk? Kalau korang perempuan, adakah korang: besar lagi di Kolat... Sasa tegap tu no no lah… monster je women bodybuilder ni ( sexist , kan!) my mind blown okay mengetahui model chantek ini adalah seorang BANGLA ! Aas...

Assalamualikum, Salam Ramadhan semua... apa macam skang? Buat apa? Kalau buat kerja, buat dengan ikhlas... kalau tengah cuti, berehat, rehat elok-elok... apa isu sekarang ek? Isu apa lagi, kan... Asyraf Muslim lah, kan? Emil: untunglahhh... Jahn: rezeki dia... So , komen? Well, 1st and foremost, Jahn tahu poligami itu sunnah Rasulullah, and I am no where being against it because cakaplah apa-apa sekalipun, hak orang lelaki memang itu. Kalau dia berkemampuan dalam semua segi, dia boleh. Buat masa sekarang, masa belum kahwin dan takde awek lagi ni, kan... Jahn rasa Jahn tak akan berpoligami lah kot... InsyaAllah, amin... sebabnya pada Jahn ada satu pun agaknya dah cukup payah nak maintain, inikan nak berdua-tiga... so , bila Jahn dah kahwin nanti, Jahn harap Allah jadikan Jahn seorang lelaki yang tak gatal lah, amin... Selepas menghabiskan hampir separuh hari mendengar komentar rakan-rakan tentang isu kahwin Asyraf Muslim ini, Jahn decided to write an entry about this....

Assalamualaikum, Salam Sabtu... 6 Shaaban 1434, 15 June 2013. So, what am I doing... I didn't updated my 'sedeh' blog for quite some times now. I thought that I need to do something with it. Hence, this entry post. Life Script? A friend at Facebook told me, 'some scripts are suitable for other actors'. I wasn't being able to understand that at first because...

Assalamualikum semua, I haven't been writing a lot since like... I don't know, months maybe... not maybe, it's true... entah kenapa saya jadi macam malas sangat nak menulis apa-apa. takde cerita... mungkin, hmm... betullah tu, takde cerita... My life so far has flipped on the rusty side of the coin, so, it's boring... I don't know what I am doing with my life... A friend told me that, I am a kind of a person who need to be reminded often. because if I'm not, I forget... and forgo... you know what I mean? I lose track of my plan and I'll get drifted apart that unfortunately in the long and far end, I missed lots of lots of lots of things.

Jahn: haaa, kau... Mayans, kan. Kau ADO?!! Emil: Mampu kau buat arca, tengah sit-ups, ... Mayans, Maya  Karin ke? Ke kemenyan? Lantak! 2013 – 1988 = 25 Adakah itu apa? Ada ke soalan ‘adakah itu apa?’, macam bangang je, kan? Adakah itu apa yang dimaksudkan itu adalah umur saya mengikut tahun. Macam seram aje nombor itu, kan. 25... jubli perak. Sangat menakutkanlah. Kenapa menakutkan? Let me tell you something... Okay, last December, dated tak ingat , before I went back here, Shah Alam, that is, my mom was like forcing me to go to a wedding of her friend’s daughter. And I am this kind of a person who doesn’t really like to go to a crowded place. Emil: Haaa, tak suka kenduri katanya, tapi kalau makan... Oopsss! Gitu! Jahn: Propa je... It’s weird because I love pasar malam, bazaar Ramadhan. Still, those places are crammed full but it came to my liking but kenduri kahwin , didn’t. Nevermindlah, kan... So, I went to the reception. The food was okay. I mean like s...

Assalamualaikum, Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian. Melainkan orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan yang berpesan kepada kebenaran serta kesabaran. Surah Al'Asr. 1-3 Ini adalah surah lazim Jahn. Sebab pendek. Aduh, hehe... tetapi yang pendek nilah yang buat Jahn face-palm. Berkali-kali. Sebabnya? Jahn memang dalam kerugian. Jahn takdelah beriman sangat. Jahn tak cukup amal soleh. Jahn tak berpesan-pesan kepada kebenaran dan kesabaran. So, yang pendek ni pun, Jahn tak mampu buat. So, konklusinya, adakah Jahn seorang Muslim yang tidak baik? Worse yet, munafik ke Jahn ni?  Soalan-soalan itu Jahn sendiri tak ada jawapan, kalau ada pun Jahn sendiri tak snaggup nak jawab. Takut jawpan yang Jahn beri itu nanti aadlah jawapan yang salah, paling tidak jawapan yang membetulkan lagi siapa dan apa diri Jahn ni... Kadang-kala bila kita tengok diri kita dalam cermin, kita jadi semacam tak kenal. Pernah Jahn rasa macam itu. Mungkin sebab rasa ga...

LATELY, I was frequently being a source of a friend’s consolation. I don’t really suppose I’m a type of person that can console people when they’re grieving. I also have things  that worries me about. It’s just that when people comes to you, you cannot but to help them, right? After all, it’s not like you will need top pay some specific amount of monetary value. Though they should consider paying for our service, hahaha! So, the yellow shirted guy... that’s me. That is the type of person I am.  And, through the conversation aka pillow talk, we discussed many aspects in life, love and humanity. Sounds big?… believe me, it couldn’t get any bigger! What makes life meaningful? How should love be valued? To what extend, lives means? That kinda big. So, it’s big to me as I am living at my personal space at the house. not personal, I sleep at the hall. So, people can come and go. They’re often treating me like I am somekind of a post guard on duty. Making sure, the doo...

This entry is (was) written at 2334, October 6 th 2012. Currently, I am listening to Jordin Sparks – One Step at a Time. She said, H urry up and wait, so close but so far away, everything that you always dreamed of, close enough for you taste but you just can’t touch… I know I can’t always live in the shadow of the past, I won’t get anywhere. I am so much wanted to swear that I don’t want to be pathetic again, and is working hard towards it. But it’s too early to foretell the end result; at this stage I’m only collecting data. I am learning to fly, fly is not impossible. People are destined to fly, if you ask me. It is not impossible. Why? Airplane? That’s an easy answer for people who refuse to think, but again… the answers are subjective, no wrong answers, it’s just opinions here… For me, people can fly if they find other meaning of flying, soaring, elevating, uplifting and so on… fly to me not only by having wings to flap and levitate above ground. I like to refer fly...

I guess I just be coming back here... it good to know I like writing and never stop liking it...

It was a quite morning, with roti canai and nasi lemak on the table for two at a local canteen-like eating place for the two of Jahn and Emil. People are having breakfast and some of them are playing dam haji. Some of the others go as well as to play cards… but not to the extent of berjudi that is. Good. Jahn looks distantly. The dialogue is just about to start. Jahn: When all these things end up, I want to settle down peacefully, get married and have kids and live happily ever after for some time before I’m dead. Emil: How can you be so sure? You’d think you get married? Jahn: What do mean by that, you prick…? Emil: Nothing, I’m just curious with your logic of life sketch. Jahn: Do you need to be curious? This is my life anyway, let me, myself prepare for it. Emil: True and I’m not butting in on it, now am I? I’m just asking “how sure are you on that”? Jahn: Now that you mentioned it. Well, actually, apparently, honestly… not sure. Emil: No answer or not sure? Not sure is t...

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Jahn: It is not easy to ‘ renovate’ yourself in a day or two, you know. Some people took lifetime to change what they did, then… to what the do, now. So, don’t feel jacked up if you are moving slow on the path now. Take it easy and just go with the flow. River finds the sea, eventually. Emil: EASIER SAID THAN DONE! Jahn: Okay, maybe that is so but… you never know what’ll happen unless you try, right? Emil: That is not the problem; the problem is that how to get start with something you have no clue about. Like seriously, what to expect when you’re have… no… thing to expect. Jahn: I was thinking you’d say, “What to expect when you’re expecting.” Emil: Try to make fun of me, eh? Cut to the chase, get in the line. Jahn: Okay, okay… I got it already. Huhh, hmm…you’re not having nothing to expect. You have things you’d be looking forward to. So, channels it. Set goal, draw mind maps and execute the literature. Get all things written down, so you won’t forget. Evaluate every angle of ...

Assalamualaikum, Sometimes in life, we tend to favor when others look up on us as it boost our self-confidence and self-worthiness. Considering of how hampeh who we really are. Not to tell that we are hampeh but because we know to what extend we are actually just capable of doing. Sometimes people see us like we’re SOMEONE although actually we are nothing. Erm, not nothing, we’re just not up to what they see in us. I think the word is ordinary. People see us big but actually we’re just ordinary. Come to think of it, is it a bad thing? Being average; being just like that, not too high though never low; being ordinarily just fine. Well, I’m not saying that, “Don’t strive for the best, just stay here, don’t go extra mile.” I’m not like that. I’m not here to de-motivate people but I am merely asking a question. Is it wrong to be average? No, if you are at that the best you can be. Yes, if you let go of a chance to enhance your life for better. So, my dilemma is actually ...

I am happy with my work. It is not hard but never was easy for me. People learn everyday about newer thing, (usually) tough way to get through and yes, hurt sometimes. But those couple notches won’t just stay there for nothing. It’ll be mark for some furious things we have overcome. That was what matter. Jahn: there's no hard times actually... if we have faith... Emil: ...and perseverance and courage. Jahn: hahaha...mengadakan kita... berlakon... Emil: control...control... Lunch time for me is not always on time as mine is not like others. Everyone’s time break is my working hour. So, I end up eating alone. That was nothing. I don’t mean that I like to eat by myself but, it is not such a bad idea, to be frank. And better yet, by the time I’m back at my work station the clock would be much closer to 5.30pm by an hour. At least. Emil: Sedehh kau, Jahn! Jahn: Diam lah kau! Emil: wah... alpha male sangat muka natang nerd ni! Jahn: wah mulut kau berbau kerang di pasar, ...